Sick and tired

Sadly, i'm back again.

I guess this place won't die out that easily.

I'm sick and tired of empty promises. Whenever i ranted on you and you said you will try to do something about it. But you didn't

I'm sick and tired of going to your house early in the fucking morning just to accompany you to sleep but all i do is just fucking wait for you to wake up and go to work again and again every fucking day.

I'm sick and tired of feeling alone and lonely. Isn't it fucking pathetic to feel lonely even when i'm in a relationship? 

I'm sick and tired of letting in to you for whatever the fuck you do wrong.You fucked up, i angry and you angry and end up i have to give in.

I'm sick and tired of your ignorant and so much of the don't care attitude. Whenever there's a problem you simply just don't give a fuck.

So why should i do so fucking much for you when you barely did any fucking thing for me?!

I'm dam fed up with all this shit.

I wish I've went to HHN5 with my friends instead of going with you. I was looking so much forward for the event with you but yet you don't even seem to have fun because it's "not your thing".

Fuck you man...

Stop saying you miss me and whatever when you don't even put in the effort to see me.

Tell you to come find me in the morning you say you're not a morning person and it's hard for you to wake up early in the morning. So when i wake up every fucking damn morning on every holidays we have to go to your house? 

And also, i fucking hate it when you're sleeping and when i expect a hug from you during sleep. None. Never was there once. 

Give whatever excuse you have for not doing anything i requested from you.

Isn't it pathetic for your own boyfriend to even need to REQUEST something from you and not you giving on your own.

Look at the amount of fucking things i want to rant. There's even more at the back of my mind.

I kinda not look forward to being in the same class as you next sem though. Shit will definitely happen with your fucking attitude. 

Fuck you